mariah's anything.

i’m probably having the worst week of my life.

i’ve been sick all week.

my throat is killing me.

I can’t talk.

my whole body is shaky.

I have an ear infection.

and a sinus infection.

I found this out by going to the doctor, which cost $130, because ‘ive never been there before’

mitch has been really busy all week, with school stuff, and getting a roommate, so he hasn’t been able to take care of me.

I wasn’t able to watch Hunter on wednesday because of how sick I am. and I slept most of the day, and wasn’t able to apologize until much later.

so now my landlords don’t want me to babysit anymore.

which means I have to pay rent.

which is stressing me out because guess what!?

I DONT HAVE A JOB.

wanna know why I dont have a job? cause I don’t have any ‘real’ experience.

super.

i have no control over anything.

and I can’t effing talk.

all i want is my mom, hermione, and for everything to be okay again.

i cant remember the last time i felt this awful.

and i cant remember the last time i was this stressed out.

fml.